Some more favorites...

Plates: D.I./ garage sale..

Funny/Awkward story about the plates and a few other decorations:

One of my friend's might recognize some things from her sister'in-laws home..

we totally stalked her garage sale last summer and SCORED! Recognize these Eve?

Night stands: TJ Maxx/Home Goods..

Our bedroom...

The basement...

Basement family room: not finished quite yet, carpet remnant $30

Table: The awesome garage sale

Plates and stands on the table: Deseret Industries

Milk jar: D.I.

Wreaths: Sis-in-law hand-me-down

My birthday gifts from my in-laws!

Plate, stand, top: D.I.

Favorite Polka-dot chair: TJ Maxx/ Home goods

BEST DEAL YET...

Fireplace cover: D.I. $5.00

Some favorites...

Here are some of my favorite things in my new home...

the cabinet: the D.I.

The piano: a gift from my man.

The much needed quote: my SISTER



The curtains: My BFF Andrea

The beautiful chest of drawers: My parents

Bowls on my cabinets: All wedding gifts!

More to come....

Why I haven't posted...

Reasons:

New house with new walls, new floors, new doors, new everything. It's a lot of work.

Living with mi madre during the construction,

and mostly because of this....


http://notaletellsall.blogspot.com/2010/02/griefs-journey.html

She says it perfectly. Exactly how I feel. The whole keep to myself, pretend everything is ok, try to put a smile on... all of it is how I feel. It's ok to not be ok. I am not ok.

Eternity

Someday I will see my dad

Someday I will get to hug my dad

Someday I will feel his rough hands

Someday I will feel his scratchy neck

Someday I will hear him breathe

Someday I will smell his smell

Someday I will hold my dad

Someday I will smile

Someday I will not feel numb

Someday I will eat

Someday

But today, I will feel my dad with me, and I always will.

I love you dad. I miss you every minute. This has been so hard. I just keep waiting for you to walk in the door and tell us what is going on. I need you. I love you. I miss you. Please come back.

B

I love him because he cares about his hair.

Pictures.. and a few words.

We are selling our place.. We bought a home.

We pretended to be models at the Homestead...

Bear Lake...

Up the canyon for a Sunday Dinner...

Ya he is a freak.

Just Kidding

Just kidding about the going private, it's too much of a pain. Oh and for those who didn't get to read my blog while it was private, don't worry. You didn't miss a thing. I never posted. Not once. Have a good Saturday, maybe I will post soon.